i might go crazy.

this is how i like to deal with stress.

shopping.

online.

real life shopping is awful.

after purchasing way too many items online i've decided to give myself a.....

debit card detox.

it is so hard.

thankfully i haven't found any screaming deals to tempt me too much.

its just the thought that counts. 

i'm only doing it for a month. 

after that i need to do some christmas shopping.

whether for myself or others, that does not matter.

suffer with me, if you would like. 

save some money for a trip to europe!

or something else fun.

maybe a ticket to the one direction concert.

whatever strikes your fancy.

heres to the debit card detox.

i should be studying right now...

sociology test in 4 hours and 10 minutes
i'm blogging in the hallways of uvu.

the man across from me has his feet up on his chair.

"i'll look at men however i want to thank you very much"

he says in his feminine voice.

only at uvu.

found this this morning,
made my day.

enjoy it. i know you will.

a woman making crazy faces at her probably fake baby just walked past.

i could go into work early, but who would ever do that?
not this girl.

i received my boots yesterday. 

i'm just waiting for it to be cold enough to wear them now.

probably in october i'll wear them no mads what.

the gay man is wearing biker short spandex. lovely.

byu plays again tonight.

lets hope the outcome and game is better than it was last week.

i feel like it should be the weekend.

every day feels like it should be the weekend.

some man just got attacked in the hall. 

by his friends.

no need to worry. 

e'ery day i get a little bit more excited for july 25th.

torture for me is watching a  one direction concert

without sound.

yes their faces are enough.

but its not the same.

i'm dying. 

September is the worst month.

Good news. My favorite woman is starting to teach an aerobics class.
I didn't think i could love her more but i was wrong.
We will be doing moves like this.
But don't be intimidated-
we hardly ever look like that.

Football season has begun after long anticipation.

BYU has won the 2 games they have played.

They play Utah on saturday. 

at utah. lame.

it will be a good game. 

[this man sitting across from me just checked out his own muscles.

maybe thats what men do. who knows.]

I have a new sunburn. from the game on saturday.

looks like short season is over for me.

i have an awful tan line and it has no intention of being fixed this year. 

too bad. its still hot outside. 

i plan on making this snowflake.

lovely isn't it?

i dropped my math class. 

i was told that math 1050 is the most failed class at uvu.
due to the teachers.
i have since decided to take that class either at byu during the fall, summer or online.
hopefully it works.
math sucks.
nobody will ever use it in normal life.

I need to golfing. before the snow comes.

my calluses are gone. thats never a good sign.

so this is love...

and go smolder. 

they're lovely.